I'm only 18, but I feel like I already know how adulthood feels. HEHE I am in the adulthood. Throughout my life I have been through many difficult tests, many of which I failed. But in failing, I never truly lost. I believe with any failure in our lives, we gain a new strength and a new wisdom to deal with the next test. I lived day by day,Telling myself things will get better.My life I tried to end,'cause life to me seemed hopeless. I had a lot of emotional problems when I was a teen, around the time I was 14 or 15. I was afraid and confused.

Today, at school was pernormal. I've already started to edit my FYP video and we found some of the scene we need to retake. i hope our talent still can meke it to the retake after our school brake. Hari Raya is just next week Sunday. Wow the day is driving past so fast. Well, first day of Raya my family didn't go out to celebrate Raya coz my Dad work at night. We can only go to my grandmother house and go back home. Do ever RAYA my family have to celebrate this way?? It has been 2 years. That is the life when you work as Security Guard. Well, no choice, my Dad had to work can't force it.

Btw the army trip was great and tiring. We as a class really enjoying ourself. We had so much fun together. I learn new thing there. Wow, i have tried to carry teh army weapon wow...it is heavy. I think i tried around 3 or 4 weapon together. We also get a change to shoot. Hope this type of event will have ever year. HAHA till here then tc =)